The continuing story of a Fat Man, gone to the bush

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On Yer Bike!

Yesterday, after a disastrous weekend (food and activity wise) I decided it was time to get back on my bike and cycle in to work.  The trip to work on the bike is 28.7 km, which is a substantial amount of pedalling.  I started to cycle to work last year in May, mostly because I wanted to do something to make me feel good about myself in the wake of a very painful relationship demise (and also because I still had hope then of getting back together with the greatest love of my life, and wanted to impress her.  If I am honest with myself, a big motivation for this whole Milford Track thing is her.  My very last conversation with her was about wanting to get fit enough to do this walk with her.  I wanted to keep that promise, even if she never knows it – but enough of that sob story, I could descend into writing pages and pages on my feelings for and about her.  But nobody wants to read that!).  So I set myself a challenge in May 2014 to cycle every day of that month to work.  I would catch the train home, and cycle the last 5.5 km from the station to the car, for total cycle of 33 km a day.  And I accomplished that, then carried on cycling as much as possible, up to December 2014 where I stopped because my ankle had to be carved up to get rid of some melanoma.  I have never really got back into it since.

When I started walking I had less inclination to cycle.  It would have been too difficult to both cycle and increase my walking time and distances.  But now I think I am getting to a fitness level where I can do that.

So I trialled it yesterday.

My butt is not cycle fit.  Only 10 min into the eventual 1 hr 20 min cycle my backside was sore!  I had hoped dropping so much weight would make it easier.  It hadn’t.  The ride itself wasn’t that difficult.  It was a good clear morning to do it.  But my original assessment that introducing cycling would be at the detriment of walk looks to be accurate.  So I will assess it, and see if it is something I want to proceed with.

Effort wise I think I get more bang for my hour out of walking, but if cycling can introduce more activity to my day, without compromise to my walking time, I will definitely do it.

It is obvious that routine is my friend.  The past week and definitely the weekend has been very counter-routine, and as such my activity and my eating has suffered.  I have to plan and stick to my meals if I am going to conquer the fat-man within.  Winging it, or just trying to adapt to events and circumstances only results in failure.  Routine is the key here I think.  And with two overseas trips / holidays in the upcoming months that routine is going to be difficult to achieve.

My Greatest Threat to Diet Yet

The most challenging period of my weightloss drive has arrived.  This is the time which has skuttled my previous three attempts at losing weight; 2011, 2012, 2014 – all started in June / July.  All ended on the great scrap heap of . . .

Wellington on a Plate

(dum dum dum dah!!!!)

I’ve been in this situation before.  I have been getting my eating and diet under control.  Suffering withdrawals from the amazing food I would normally go out for, then WOAP hits.  All of a sudden I can’t resist the great lunch deals going on at all of Wellington’s wonderful restaurants.   I get completely sucked into the Burger Wellington competition where local restaurants compete to come up with the best burger ideas.  And man they have some good ones.

And how do I resist going to some of the events!?  I could degustation myself into happy oblivion over the next two weeks.  It would be awesome.  And then there is six course of cheese!

CHEESE

SIX COURSES!

Lord help me!!

End of Phase 1

I just made my booking for the Milford Track.  No backing out now.

Last week was the end of Phase 1 of The Plan™.  Phase 1 (for those that can’t remember / didn’t actually read) was a 20 week assessment and conditioning period which started on 22nd March ’15 to 8th August ’15.  And I am more than happy with what I have accomplished in those 20 weeks.  I am in such a better position than when I started, I feel a lot better, far more confident and energetic.  Walking is a great deal easier than at the start, where my body complained and hurt in various places; now I ‘happily’ walk 8 km a day and sometimes think I should be doing more.  So I am excited about the months to come and what I can accomplish in those; and how much of a different person I will be at the end of it all.

To date I have waked an accumulated total of 500.4 km in 117 hours and 3 minutes.  I have also lost a total of 27 kg over the last 8 weeks.

My booking confirmation.

My booking confirmation.

I have booked the Milford Track walk for 31st March ’16 (just reaching my “March next year” goal!).

So I have 33 ½ weeks to complete my preparations.  I haven’t The Planned™ out phase 2 yet, so I will be giving that some thought.  It will probably be just more walking.  I know I want to return to Ruapehu on Boxing Day this year to do another overnight walk.  I am considering loading up my pack and leaving it at work to carry up and down on my Botanical Garden lunches.  And I want to start in the near future weekly walks up and down Mt. Kaukau (it’s a bit steep).  But these are more ideas than a plan at this stage.

In other awesome news!  I got my first shirt from the awesome guys at Earth Sea Sky last week.  It’s great! Fits well, feels really comfortable, and is stunningly warm and light.

So everything is coming up Jordan at the moment.  Oh yeah!

Hitting the Weight Loss Wall

I think I have hit a weight loss wall.  It might be a bit early to start complaining, but after such heady weight loss, I haven’t lost a gram in the past four days, despite essentially doing the same as I have been for the past 7 weeks.

The week started out so well.  In the first 3 days I had lost 2.1 kg, and I was thinking that I was creaming it in the weight loss dairy.  But then it just stopped.  To the point that I thought my scale was busted.  The today I have put ON 500 grams.  Come-on!

I think I have hit the bottom range on my “set-point”.

I watched a very interesting, enlightening, and thoroughly depressing TED talk the other week on weight loss.  And it revolved around how our brain has an idea of what weight range we should be, and when you move outside that range your brain employs an entire range of tools to make sure you get back to where it thinks you should be, even if that subconscious ideal is not a healthy weight.

What makes it worse is that although you can adjust the set-point UP, it is very unlikely you will ever set it DOWN.  So my brain has decided I need to be this weight and now that I am daring to venture outside that range it is fighting tooth and nail to stop me.  I now think that the drop in my resting heart rate (from 70+ to 56 bpm) has less to do with fitness and more to do with my metabolism tanking.

It’s also probably why I am thinking about pies all the time as well.  I think I am even hallucinating the smell of pies.  And nachos (go figure).  Oh, and grilled cheese on toast.  Man, this is making me hungry.

In non-weight loss news, I saw my doctor this past week as he wanted to check my blood-pressure again.  And it was perfect.  He was pretty thrilled with my weight loss and activity levels.  So that is good to know.  Besides being a fat bugger I am in perfect health.

My walking this week has been pretty good too.  I got up to the gardens 4 times this week, and went for a 10 km walk around the bridge circuit on the Hutt River. So at the beginning of week 20 I have walked a total of 471.9 km in 110 hours 53 minutes.

1356% Better than Average

I’m loving (most of) the Fitbit reports that I get now I have wasted money on the premium service.  My current favourite is this graph.  Very Active MinutesNever thought I would see something that tells me I am 1356% better than average when it comes to activity.  This is “very active minutes”, and I am not entirely sure what makes one minute “active” and another “very active”, I’m sure there is a FAQ about it on the Fitbit website.  I should take a look . . . well, now I know.  It is when you are exercising at 6+ MET .  Active is only 3-5 MET.  1 MET is your body at rest.

Now you know.  Comment if you feel your life was enriched by that knowledge.

This past week has actually been pretty good.  I got up to the Botanical Gardens 4 times.  I would have made 5 but had to take Friday off with “gastrointestinal issues” (the less you know the better for you).  And I’ve started taking the steepest street to get to the gardens, which really gets my heart-rate going.  It’s been really good.  Even on Friday I still managed to get out and do a 6 km walk around the neighbourhood in the afternoon, so was very pleased with myself.  All up last week was the most active week I have had since I have been on The Plan™, I managed to walk a total of 59.57 km which is nearly double what The Plan™ says I should have done.  I’m a machine.

So at the end of the 18th week on The Plan™ I have walked a total of 411.9 km in 97 hours and 43 minutes.  That is clocking in at 113% of what I have planned to do.  Not too shabby.  Oh, and I’ve lost 23 kg in the past 6 weeks.  So nearly 4 kg a week.  At this rate I should reach my weight loss goal sometime in mid-September.  Oooo, in time for my trip to Rarotonga!

Me Overlooking Thorndon

At the Thorndon Lookout in Wellington Botanical Gardens

Here is a photo I took of myself last week up in the gardens.

I have been back in contact with the lovely people at Earth Sea and Sky around some of the details for my custom made shirts from them.  So am looking forward to getting those. They have made me an official ambassador for them, so go buy their stuff.  I suggested the best ambassadorial work I could do for them was to dress in their competitors clothing so that people are put off wearing them.  They laughed.

On more clothing news I have had to retire my old suit because it is just too big and baggy for me now, I can barely wear the trousers they are so loose.  I popped into Harford’s where I have my suites made up (because I needed updated chest measurement for Earth Sea Sky) and while there it was pointed out how bad my suit was fitting.  So I am getting new trousers made up (I will hold off the jacket because if I continue to shrink at the current rate it won’t be cost effective).  Luckily I tried on an ‘old’ suit I had in the closet, and it fits me again (it isn’t really old, it wasn’t worn much before I expanded beyond its confines).  I can also wear my dinner suit again which was made for me in 2007, so I am going to wear that to a work function this week; because I can.

Upping the Ante

This week I have seriously started to up the ante on both diet and activity.  In addition to the near on hourly walks around the block, I have also started to take lunch time walks (weather and schedule permitting) up around the Wellington Botanical Gardens.  I managed to do two walks up there this week on Monday and Tuesday.  Work and life interferred the rest of the week.

I used to walk around the Botanic Gardens a fair bit in past years, so it was really nice to get back up there.   View from up Hutt Valley from Botanic GardensThere are alot of meandering paths around the hills there to take and explore, and looking a map of the gardens I haven’t been to about two-thirds of places there.  So I am looking forward to spending more time up there exploring.  And on a nice day it is a really lovely place to be.  Winter it isn’t so pretty, but it will be spring soon so there will be lots of nice pretty flowers.  This week the weather has been (at times) beautiful, so had nice views of the harbour and up the Hutt Valley.

I’ve also subscribed to Fitbit premimum, because it has some cool reports, and I am a sucker for such things.  Fitbit has actually been fantastic and motivating me to get up and about and active.  Especially now I am logging my eating in it as well (Fitbit Inc. is getting all my health data now ).  And my eating has been pretty good the past week.  Although it started bad with me having some old friends around for dinner, so I cooked up and storm and over ate.  I also experimented with McDonalds last Saturday to see the affect a Big Mac w/ Steak Mince n Cheese Combo.  Not pretty.  Won’t do that again for a while.

Didn’t even enjoy it that much.

What I did like was the Italian Meat Ball and Mozzerella Pie from Z Energy, pie of the week.  I decided life isn’t worth living if I didn’t have that pie in my gob.  That happened yesterday, so I skipped lunch and dinner and no damage done :-)

I bought new replacement scales (although my brother insists that the other ones aren’t broken . . . whatever)  So far, after 4.75 weeks of my “try not to eat” diet I have lost 18 kg.  Have to say, it feels pretty good.  Kate Moss was right.  Still a long long long way to go, but I am actually optimistic that it might be achievable.  A non-fat Jordan, can you even fathom such a thing?  I am also not struggling with the hunger so much.  I am kind of hungry all the time, but not flat out starving.  I am actually starting to enjoy the hunger, it feels good.

So an update:  at the (near) end of week 17 of The Plan™ I have walked a total of 334.4 km in 80 hrs 35 mins.  That is an efficacy of 100%!  Yea!  I’m glad to be back in the black after the Mangatepopo Slump.

4 weeks until a go/no go decision on the Milford Track (i.e. I pay for the tickets).  Gotta  say it is looking positive.

Boring Fitness Blog

I think that this blog is decending into becoming a boring fitness and weightloss blog.  I am not really posting about interesting walks or anything at the moment, and that is not what my legion of blog followers come here for.  So I apologise.

But that is the problem at the moment.  I am thinking of this particular phase of my Track Training as a bit of a hard graft and slog-it-out phase, rather than doing anything really interesting.  And slog it out I have been doing.  I have raised my activity levels by 38% in the past week (these are the fascinating facts that Fitbit provides me).  This is mostly due to doing laps of the two blocks around work nearly every hour during the working day, and partly because The Plan™ now demands that I be walking 5 km a day.  This has turned out to be 6.5 – 8 km a day as now I can’t get by on just the walk to and from the car to work and have to go out in the evenings, where there isn’t a nice 1 km circuit, so end up doing 2 km and yesterday, 4 km.

But now I think I am overdoing it.  I am getting pains and niggles in my feet and feels like I pulled a quad.  Still I slog on.

The weather is also turned quite cold.  Yesterday there was sleet falling on me while walking, and snow on the hills across the valley.Snow in them there hills

But it’s nice to see pretty sunsets and (at night) the stars can be spectacular.Pretty Sunset

 

My change of diet continues unabated, and I am quietly proud of myself that I am sticking to it so well.  Almost obsessively.  I think I can understand how people become anorexic.  It is easy to start trying to outdo the previous days calorie (or under-do . . . not sure the right word there).  I found myself doing that this week and trying to eat less than 1000 calories a day, and maximise the activity for the day so that the calorie deficit is larger.  Graphs like this don’t help me either.Calories In v. Calories Out  So I have to make a conscious effort to eat something more (ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, like that is hard).

I’ve also been battling with inappropriate and unfamiliar feelings of positivity and optimism.  So have written derogatory sayings and insults on my bathroom mirrors to that I don’t think more of myself than I ought.  Take that self-esteem!

An update on the progress of The Plan™.  Half way through week 16 I have trudged a total of 290.1 km in 70 hrs 47 mins.

My bathroom scales have broken so I don’t know if I am still losing weight.  But more clothes are fitting me that stopped fitting a while ago, so, yay!

Earth Sea Sky

Yesterday while walking back from an across town meeting I spied a pop-up Annual Sale store for the adventure clothing manufacturer Earth Sea Sky.  As I was feeling in a modicum of an oppimistic mood I thought I would pop in and see if they had anything my size – they didn’t.  But that’s not thier fault.  No one ever does.

I got talking to the very helpful lady in there (who turns out is the Operations Manager of Earth Sea Sky) and explained my quest for the Milford Track, and my current hunger games with my body, and how it is difficult to get out and active when you can’t buy clothing that supports that.  To cut a long story short she said that she could get thier designer to make some shirts up for me! On the condition that I continue with going on the Milford Track, and losing weight. So she took my measurement, we discussed size, fit, and colours and once she returns to Christchurch she’ll get back to me with details like cost and so forth.

This is great, they make great clothing and i’ve always wanted to be able to buy and fit some (one of the reasons I went into the store was for inspiration and motivation to keep getting smaller) so i’m really stoked.  And hopefully these will hold me over until I am skinny enough to fit thier standard range.

Maybe I will inspire them to make a permanent range for the fat man – a OneFatHiker range :-)

Otherwise this week is going well, better than well actually.  The diet is holding up well.  I am hungry most all the time, but am getting used to the feeling.  My activity levels have been pretty high.  I have been making sure I hit the 10000 step goal every day.  I have set my fitbit alarm (it vibrates rather than dings so it doesn’t bother anyone) to remind me to get up and walk every hour.  So i’ve been doing 2 laps of the block around work (sometimes 2 blocks) and feeling pretty great for it.  And i’ve stuck to The Plan™ well this week.  I can’t believe that I am nearly at the end of Week 15 of the plan.  That means that in 5 weeks time I have to make a go/no go decision on the Milford Track, and book it.  Once i’ve done that there is no turning back.

I have been harbouring a hope that it will sell out before then, but I looked the other day and there are still plenty of spaces.  It still frightens me to look at the track maps and think that I will have to do that.  But I am confident that if I stick to what I am currently doing I will be in good condition to do that walk.

Resting Heart RateAnother thing my Fitbit does is monitor and track my resting heart rate.  And that has steadily come down over the past month – from 73 bpm to 61 bpm.  I take this as a good sign that I am getting fitter – rather than a sign my heart is about to give out . . .

I also went for a swim this week on Monday.  Man swimming is hard.  I meant to go back again later this week, but haven’t yet.  Too hard to leave the house once I get home.  Something to work on I suppose.

It’s a Bittersweet Symphony this Life

I think I have myself back on The Plan™  It’s been a difficult couple of weeks to keep on The Plan™, last week was very wet and cold, and the beginning of this week was not much better.  On the bright side I got to try out my waterproof hiking trousers, and even my thermals underneath.  It wasn’t quite cold enough for the thermals I still ended up sweating by the end of each walk, but better that than be cold.  Unfortunately walking in all that wet and cold gave me a cold.  A proper cold, not man-flu (it’s a real thing!).  So that stopped me on Thursday and Friday, I decided I needed to keep out of the cold and wind.  On Thursday I managed to keep my activity levels high and get my 10000 steps in for the day by getting up from my desk every hour and walking twice around the block.  I’m quite proud of that :-)  I will have to do that more often.  It also made me go up and down the steps quite a bit too.

I’ve started taking my iPod with me (yes I still own an iPod classic) on my walks.  I had been resisting doing that because, I don’t know, I thought listening to music took away from the gravitas of the activity.  But actually it’s quite good, except I can’t not sing along as I walk, so the neighbourhood gets to hear my rendition of my “Top Rated” playlist.  I also find that when Bittersweet Symphony is playing I get quite a belligerent purposeful stride.  Go figure.  It’s a good walking song.

The diet has been going well.  I am getting used to the lack of food, and even enjoying the salads, which is pretty much all I am eating.  I’m generally keeping myself to less than 2000 calories a day, which is well below my target.  That leaves me with about a 3000 calories a day deficit, which is 3 times more than what I am trying for.  This week I am about 16000 calories under budget, that’s the equivalent of not eating anything for four days.  Oh yeah!

I had planned to not weigh myself until the end of July, to give myself time for there to be a noticeable change, and also because my scales at home can’t handle my weight as it was, so I didn’t want to stand on it and just get an “err” on the screen.  That’s just demoralising.  but I couldn’t resist this morning because I thought I was looking thinner, and lo and behold not only have I lost enough to actually be measured by the scale, but I have lost double digits – 11 kg in two weeks.  If I keep this up I will lose that 50 kg in eight more weeks!  Unlikely, the weight always comes off quick to start.  But it did put me in good spirits.

So an update for the end of Week 14: I have walked a total of 247.8 km over 61 hours 48 minutes.  That is pulling in at an efficacy of 94% to plan.

I haven’t done any mini-hikes or even longer walks since Mangatepopo, so I should probably do that.

I am also considering going for a few swims next week to up my activity level even more.

I Miss Food :-(

So dieting sucks.  I remember now why I don’t do it very well.  And it’s only day two of . . . well . . . the rest of my life (please God!  Let it be short).

Yesterday I kicked off the “gotta lose weight by not eating like a fat pig” diet in order to get to the required (by me) 50 kg of weight loss before the Milford Track (presumably next March).  I’ve turned to my Fitbit® to help me in this endeavour.  I know from previous ‘successful’ weight loss campaigns that calorie counting and food journaling works well for me, but instead of dusting off my old bespoke spreadsheet, I thought I would try Fitbit’s food tracking option.

First I had to step through its wizard. “How much do you want to lose?” – 50 kg  “How difficult do you want to make it? . . .  at first I clicked “Easy” and it tells me I’ll get to my goal weight sometime in 2025.  Eventually I have to select “Hardest” where I am shooting for a 1000 calorie a day deficit.  That gets me to my goal in July 2016 – meh, close enough.

Food Plan 15 JuneSo now Fitbit it gives me a nice little graphic showing how much I have eaten and how much I have left to eat each day, and it’s dynamic!  It changes depending on my level of activity.  Smart!  Yesterday I went under goal by 1560 calories (thats 6527 kj)  :-)  And that was after a bit of a “toast, butter, and salmon pâté” bender last night.

I’m starting to research ‘friends of Anna” websites to get ideas because those guys know about not eating.  I’m sure there is something they can teach me.

Last week was also a bit of a bust as far as adherence to The Plan™ went.  I can blame it on work (lunches) and friends (child minding duties) and weather (sucked), but really it was just more inertia from me.  I’ve lost a wee bit of focus, and the lack of a short term goal doesn’t help.  However I am struggling to come up with a decent short termer.  I could dream up another hike, but in winter it is not an attractive proposition.  I think I am starting to enter a more “hard slog and determination” phase of The Plan™ and just need to suck it up and get on with it.

While constantly thinking about food . . . Mmmmmmmm  . . . food.

 

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